In the year 1999 I got voices. They talked me crazy i went suicidal from. I tried kill myself 2 times but I got scared and needed first to know if there is a life after death before I could die. So I started thinking and philosophing about life and death searching and gathering all facts i found. Gathering facts stipped suddenly in a dead end street and I feared as a necer feared before. Only God could help me i told my voices but i wasnt sure yer of God's existance but he was surely the only one who could save my breaking mind that day and it had to be within 2 seconds. God bless he came to me within 2 seconds and my mind stoppenid falling apart. I was so glad cuz now the entire puzzle got a next piece and that was God I finally was sure a.bout his exist